Lollipop Tree

6.05.2006

devastation...

he leaves sunday. as in 6 days from now. whoa. when he told me on friday (when he found out), this HUGE lump in my throat knotted itself and rendered me speechless. i got really quiet, which is what i do while i process things, and went over to his computer so i had an excuse NOT to have to look at him and get really really really upset. but now every time i actually think about it, like, let it sink in, i get really sick to my stomach and tears in my eyes. but i haven't let myself actually cry yet, bc i am sure there is plenty of that coming. okay, i am going to stop writing this post now because i am getting uber sad and have lots of work to do.

don't worry, i haven't forgotten to finish the posts about the PA fun...will do when i have the time to commit to a good post...

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